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Also, while I'm thankful I have a job I don't want to stay there forever. I'm not saying I'll leave it this year, as I need something else to be lined up and I'm not sure where else I'll go. it took me long enough to get this job and I haven't been there long. But... I realise a bit of preparation might be in order, working on my own projects off my own back in my spare time, maybe.
Or this just could be a phase of work anxiety while I'm not there. I don't think so.